“Life will be better in spring”

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okay, there's some misunderstanding there.
i heard what happen but it was totally not what you think.
told you the truth but you just choose not to believe.
you keep thinking that it's not true.
then, i can't help it.
it just agitate me alot.
doesn't mean that i treat you well, you show your attitude.
just stop it.
i know it's just for awhile and it's over but i just wanna tell you, get things RIGHT without assumming.

when to OG yesterday to bought some clothes with family.
not long, huixuan and huiwen join ask and we headed to mindy jie jie house.
had dinner together and watch 2 days 1 night.
hahas, it was funny.
after which, we played mahjong and we had fun.
it wasn't the fun of playing mahjong but the fun that everybody created.
noise, craziness and many more hahas.

having tuition at 3 later.
and going to karaoke at 5++ with all my crazy cousins again.
hahas, i know it'll be so so fun.
it's enough just to have them with me :D


went out with STEPHANIE yesterday.
hahas, didn't really went out for such a long time
firstly, we watched dogs and cats.
after which, we took bus to vivo to find her mum.
her mum gave me cake and drinks from spinelli.
it's was delicious!
hahas, but not long, we parted with her mum and we went our own way.
chit chatting here and there and ended up at novena.
when to made in candy and boughts SWEETS!
it was beautiful.
not long, it was already 7+ and we were both exhausted.
so we headed home.
once i reached home, i did the house work and i seriously sweat alot.
had fun yesterday but ended up doing math now.
it's like just one month away from my o's.
kinda scary and i think i'm not even prepare.
JIAYOUS HUIRU! :D

You're simple just pushing all the blame to me. I don't mind taking all of it because i don't want things to happen this way and i wish to make things clear. I don't wanna be known as somebody who is showing some attitude without a reason nor you don't want to have lesser people to trust. I wanna know what going on behind all this. From that day when i got hurt, i didn't know what was it for. I forgive and forget but things didn't get better. The reason why i forgive and forget is because you're once a friend of mine that i would treasure. During recess, i was afraid that you were hungry and gave one of my bread to you. When you need help or comfort, i'm always there for you. Seeing you walking to school alone, i would wait for you. But, when you walk pass me, you don't even talk to me but instead, hearing your mp3. I lose things that you wanted, so if you want it, use your own power to get it. In school, you'll always show me the face that you're fine, you're fine. But, you didn't like what i do nor what i say. You get angry behind my back. Did i even step into your way? Please, just talk things out with me and allow me to know the truth and I'll not bother you. If you wanna continue to back stab me and badmouth about me, go ahead. I've no comments.

i have my own limits too and you have reach far way beyond the line. i had enough of this nonsense. if you want to know why i behave this way , ask me anytime you want. i'm willing to tell you

i hate all of you guys. everybody are just liars. putting on a mask thinking that i will not realise. i will stand strong. wait and see. i dont collapse easily.

Have not been posting for a long time.
school is reopening next week.
starting my first day of work tomorrow.
hahas, but i'm only working for 2 days.
and i'm getting a pay of 300 bucks.
hahas.
don't really know what's going on this few days.
i guess that i just have to find everything out by myself.
:D